confusion
I should not think to a certain man. Because the 1) early and 2) nonsense. But I status. Very, very sick.
I have no desire to speak with Martin ... not with the now-Martin. By that time, Martin, yes. But no more. But I find myself slowly with it. Me is actually really good. Since then I've
again a much better relationship with Niko. What is not in the separation, but because we were back there anymore for each other. This is a very nice feeling. Talk to Niko's good.
I had with Martin sometimes feels like I'm living on "borrowed time". I always hoped it would not happen, but I've been waiting for something to happen and it's over. A very sad thought, because time was so beautiful and he really had a piece of my soul in him and I as well.
I wish someone at the moment as a Bollywood film, which is also very stupid. Someone you for everything. "The man just for me alone," as it in CLAMP Chobits.
I want to again have this feeling that the heart does step aside and you're out of breath ... Without one's heart seems to sink into a black hole. More like a dance over an abyss in which it is held firmly and plunges into the risk and everything just so beautiful is. And I want
zui can look up to him.
Let's see what the future holds.
