confusion
I should not think to a certain man. Because the 1) early and 2) nonsense. But I status. Very, very sick.
I have no desire to speak with Martin ... not with the now-Martin. By that time, Martin, yes. But no more. But I find myself slowly with it. Me is actually really good. Since then I've
again a much better relationship with Niko. What is not in the separation, but because we were back there anymore for each other. This is a very nice feeling. Talk to Niko's good.
I had with Martin sometimes feels like I'm living on "borrowed time". I always hoped it would not happen, but I've been waiting for something to happen and it's over. A very sad thought, because time was so beautiful and he really had a piece of my soul in him and I as well.
I wish someone at the moment as a Bollywood film, which is also very stupid. Someone you for everything. "The man just for me alone," as it in CLAMP Chobits.
I want to again have this feeling that the heart does step aside and you're out of breath ... Without one's heart seems to sink into a black hole. More like a dance over an abyss in which it is held firmly and plunges into the risk and everything just so beautiful is. And I want
zui can look up to him.
Let's see what the future holds.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Find A Boat To Rent And Live In Portland Or
Argh
I formulate animal problems with it. I'm not sure if it's because I mostly read in English and (in LJ) write, or if I've been writing too long simply no more housework, but the words go smoothly me about it. I have facts in mind, but I can not put on paper and when I write something, it is very scarce. Maybe it's because I just do not feel like working on this house and animal fear of the master's work, or during cloudy weather or what I know, but I now have 4 pages, I need at least another 12 or so and war no evidence.
this sounds, I also write special Erlich not scientific, but is rather a list of some facts. What is wrong with me if you please!
addition, of course, my connection is back to throw up. I have no idea if it's the router or Stefan, but it's really annoying.
I'm curious as I am about this year's carnival. So far it is planned that tomorrow morning I go to the historic course, books I afraid, then on the work by look, I'm acquainted with how the "holidays" are as regulated and bury me over the weekend. Friday night will be held probably in what Mari, but at home, without the carnival.
I eat too much (boredom, frustration), squat too much at home around (wow, work and laziness) and baked war enough. At least I do every 2 days sport ... I need to clean up everything and create clarity everywhere.
I formulate animal problems with it. I'm not sure if it's because I mostly read in English and (in LJ) write, or if I've been writing too long simply no more housework, but the words go smoothly me about it. I have facts in mind, but I can not put on paper and when I write something, it is very scarce. Maybe it's because I just do not feel like working on this house and animal fear of the master's work, or during cloudy weather or what I know, but I now have 4 pages, I need at least another 12 or so and war no evidence.
this sounds, I also write special Erlich not scientific, but is rather a list of some facts. What is wrong with me if you please!
addition, of course, my connection is back to throw up. I have no idea if it's the router or Stefan, but it's really annoying.
I'm curious as I am about this year's carnival. So far it is planned that tomorrow morning I go to the historic course, books I afraid, then on the work by look, I'm acquainted with how the "holidays" are as regulated and bury me over the weekend. Friday night will be held probably in what Mari, but at home, without the carnival.
I eat too much (boredom, frustration), squat too much at home around (wow, work and laziness) and baked war enough. At least I do every 2 days sport ... I need to clean up everything and create clarity everywhere.
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