Auaaaa!
My feet hurt. I've got me running again bubbles. Ouch, ouch.
Today I again saw the nice teachers. He is back down close to the seminar by me and has returned as the first Greetings. It is also nice.
Actually, he sees not knock out. Also quite good ... He has quite grayish hair, but otherwise looks very young, has ne eyeglasses, eyes twinkle and actually most NEN heavy beard shadow.
because I should not worry about it. It should actually be people who are just plain nice.
My seminar was okee. Some scathing comments I should have been, but I will refrain from doing it again. In the end it was not bad and people were very nice. We must not now go into pointless discussions, and people criticize something they make themselves all the time and confuse science and esotericism. I could go on today anything exciting, although my mood is pretty good.
I am now somewhat snobbish / elitist / arrogant with a slight undertone of irritation, even though I'm actually quite serene - some aggressive cheerfulness that can change at any moment in bitter sarcasm. But compensated for. I suspect it is because I have discussed all day and had me having trouble with some very incomplete and arguments with people that "I feel that I threatened the man's world" seemed like a scientific hypothesis.
Yes, for me it sounds a little disturbed.
times now I have to catch up on sleep and really try tomorrow I finally views nen battle plan for the near future to lay cope.
Tuesday, July 5, 2005
Friday, July 1, 2005
Preventing Tonsiliths
Brummel * *
Here I've been around forever write anything more ... could be because I am here rather complain and I have to complain about really little.
Right now I'm worried about my eating habits. Eating for boredom, too big portions ... And it is much habit, which should be no problem to break through, but I just can not.
My own image of my body does not match my vanity. On some days I get along with me on some I feel awful - mind you I have a real obesity. There are about 30 kg and not this "Hach, my legs are so fat." Slowly come to health issues. Right now I'm with asthma because of the weather to fight, ergo I do less sports, so I'm less fit. I've rade another phase of procrastination and Vormichhin-Ärgerns. Me annoying people and situations, I will have to be alone udn my rest - as soon as I reached the I feel lonely and alone.
I have the pill be discontinued and will once again see if that changes anything. I want to see is influenced by how far my relationship with the little sex and what is it this time . At Kai, it was probably the fact that I've noticed subconsciously that after the "in love" was no more. Martin I still want to, but it does not happen. In the Moment I go out of bad timing, but I have to then go exploring.
I will not again fall into the safety and security trap. I do not need anyone who supplies me or something similar, I do not want to be a habit with someone, I want to love somebody. I am convinced that Martin is that someone, but I have to sometimes remind myself to it. I still always butterflies in the stomach and he manages that I am happy, secure and happy I am and live out - where I often realize again that I nciht each I myself can be.
It often seems simply the stress of being separated by distance. We are already planning for more a vacation and I want to really see how it's just him and engage him alone and do not have in mind "after tomorrow you have to back away."
I try to relax, but that usually leads to the fact that I am careless. I have to find something, get everything in the Gruiff, zustressen without me, but to leave without anything easy.
Here I've been around forever write anything more ... could be because I am here rather complain and I have to complain about really little.
Right now I'm worried about my eating habits. Eating for boredom, too big portions ... And it is much habit, which should be no problem to break through, but I just can not.
My own image of my body does not match my vanity. On some days I get along with me on some I feel awful - mind you I have a real obesity. There are about 30 kg and not this "Hach, my legs are so fat." Slowly come to health issues. Right now I'm with asthma because of the weather to fight, ergo I do less sports, so I'm less fit. I've rade another phase of procrastination and Vormichhin-Ärgerns. Me annoying people and situations, I will have to be alone udn my rest - as soon as I reached the I feel lonely and alone.
I have the pill be discontinued and will once again see if that changes anything. I want to see is influenced by how far my relationship with the little sex and what is it this time . At Kai, it was probably the fact that I've noticed subconsciously that after the "in love" was no more. Martin I still want to, but it does not happen. In the Moment I go out of bad timing, but I have to then go exploring.
I will not again fall into the safety and security trap. I do not need anyone who supplies me or something similar, I do not want to be a habit with someone, I want to love somebody. I am convinced that Martin is that someone, but I have to sometimes remind myself to it. I still always butterflies in the stomach and he manages that I am happy, secure and happy I am and live out - where I often realize again that I nciht each I myself can be.
It often seems simply the stress of being separated by distance. We are already planning for more a vacation and I want to really see how it's just him and engage him alone and do not have in mind "after tomorrow you have to back away."
I try to relax, but that usually leads to the fact that I am careless. I have to find something, get everything in the Gruiff, zustressen without me, but to leave without anything easy.
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