Preventing Tonsiliths

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Here I've been around forever write anything more ... could be because I am here rather complain and I have to complain about really little.
Right now I'm worried about my eating habits. Eating for boredom, too big portions ... And it is much habit, which should be no problem to break through, but I just can not.

My own image of my body does not match my vanity. On some days I get along with me on some I feel awful - mind you I have a real obesity. There are about 30 kg and not this "Hach, my legs are so fat." Slowly come to health issues. Right now I'm with asthma because of the weather to fight, ergo I do less sports, so I'm less fit. I've rade another phase of procrastination and Vormichhin-Ärgerns. Me annoying people and situations, I will have to be alone udn my rest - as soon as I reached the I feel lonely and alone.
I have the pill be discontinued and will once again see if that changes anything. I want to see is influenced by how far my relationship with the little sex and what is it this time . At Kai, it was probably the fact that I've noticed subconsciously that after the "in love" was no more. Martin I still want to, but it does not happen. In the Moment I go out of bad timing, but I have to then go exploring.
I will not again fall into the safety and security trap. I do not need anyone who supplies me or something similar, I do not want to be a habit with someone, I want to love somebody. I am convinced that Martin is that someone, but I have to sometimes remind myself to it. I still always butterflies in the stomach and he manages that I am happy, secure and happy I am and live out - where I often realize again that I nciht each I myself can be.

It often seems simply the stress of being separated by distance. We are already planning for more a vacation and I want to really see how it's just him and engage him alone and do not have in mind "after tomorrow you have to back away."

I try to relax, but that usually leads to the fact that I am careless. I have to find something, get everything in the Gruiff, zustressen without me, but to leave without anything easy.