Thursday, July 10, 2008

Why Do My Fingers Go Red And Hot

Poor need due to poor directing

anything meaningful, let alone have been doing creative, I had to live out the very needs of my creativity. I do but failed. Thus, the success of the day will depend on number of cigarettes smoked and the procurement of a job interview.
power nothing will, from my failed creative idea, I can now report it and that is at least partly satisfactory for this day for me and my compulsion to do quite useful things.

-long train ride.
the train at 17:18 from Bremen has the unpleasant feature always be crowded and, although everyone in the train are people just Feierabend have, all seem very sad. That makes me but mostly nothing, for I am honest to the contrary.
Today was a little different and had the honor a little deeper into me than I at the top of the stairs in the second car took place. How crowded train told us so.
sat before me a man, probably not yet 30 with pretty light hair. Before him, stood at the door leaning against an attractive woman I guess one or two years younger than my peers. Links from the intermediate folding door on the last seen by me, is a highly important-looking business woman was back, looking through a craft book which she had borrowed from the Bremen Public Library and around highly penetrating and chewed gum excessively.
From now on, I made it my mission to see this scene as my theater and I am the director. I could look forward to a play-long, because before us is short hand derailed a freight train. So we had to pass a little maneuvering around. During the maneuver, I thought about what I could now do with my non-professional actors. Me nothing much a right as these people all of them were very passive. It also avail nothing that a missgämiger Mr. links provided at the door and opened his newspaper and again groaning muttered in his beard. The Lord three levels below me, Let a book, the woman in the back left corner and smacked his lips still continued her ransacked home improvement book soon to do-it-yourself "to make competition. The young lady put leaned against the railing just guessed right on getting in and got her Game Boy DS heruas and played Mario. Even my attempt vorustellen me what was happening on their screen as well kläglch failed as I tried to convince me to be able to control their fingers. She did that is indeed very funny. As I observed their gestures I engang as a very young woman came with a small dog, her mother and her son in the scenario. Contact with the dog next to the smacking-do-it-yourself woman, her mother put on their yellow sport bag with a view directly to me and the boy aged around 5 years ran and crawled from the day after unnerved between his grandmother and mother and called the two names every 2 seconds and turns.
When I realized then that I began to fail in the direction and nothing more einviel me as I do not allow the play to end a boring fiasco, 3 other men took the stage. All dressed up and very loudly in English redent.
And now I had the idea for the explosion of my piece. Three men in suits, redent English, one of which is from Uzbekistan and two from Namibia. A through ball for me. I had to do anything more and could do so as I would all that prescribe how a conductor show successively to the people. I was upset about it today. Easy and simple. It was seeing everything for me and before I could convince myself I control the process. The man left with the bright hair in front of me I get excited about playing the Game Boy wife because it störrt the Mariogeplimpere reading. Grandmother and mother began to stir in alternately every 2 seconds on when one of their names came from the mouth of the little boy. Smacked his lips with the home improvement business woman did not like small dogs in their area. The man with murmelden de rzeitung I was racist properties and let him get upset about the loud English.
And so I sat on the steps and was not there, at least not for the people before me. With the stage set, the train ran into the station Achimer one and I gave the piece an offender over. All of the actors dropped out in Achim, still has not noticed me. The grand finale I wanted them, but not denied, I was off operations can now voerhersagen sure what they all do together with the same. I tailgated me when getting happily whistling by the group. They were all nagging at me.
How can I be after work just so happy? What I think of? And where I was probably just her?

But as easy to lead the direction of my life, I find it, unfortunately, almost never. So I am also disappointed because often people follow, the actors around me, not my long made out direction book.
That hurts sometimes, but of course the better. I write my new story simply infinite again. And at some point my script to be correct and it meets the one which I often hope.
Until then, I remain very happy with second best non-professional actors to incorporate in my third-rate director plays like a role. And that I will run it quite plain that some events are not always achieved at the simplest way.

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