time the walls
It is strange how a good mood I am today, although there is no concrete evidence. Respectively, the opposite would be the case, I've worked the last three days than I ever liked, the nights are short trail for weeks and my life is unstructured. People who have to deal with me, know what I had left in 2009 for today and what I want with it. So why should I be so magnificently happy. That the sun all day already seems comfortable, may be quite unimportant, but that can never be the degree of happiness. Perhaps it is the point that I currently do exactly what wants nothing but nothing else. Although criticized before, that what I do not really grow up, may I convince the doubters of the opposite, I prefer anything but child's conclusions and at least in terms of my life expectancy and needs very thoughtful conclusions. What am I to my life verplanen with so-called success if I do not know what I like and what I "times" are like. What should I in a relationship, if I want a relationship as I imagine, without great Tam Tam without stress and other worries, I do not believe to know a woman who thinks like me. I just need simply no relationship with I be more stressful than it is needed, so that it will fail sooner or later again. When they tell me that my behavior does not include a step forward, then I am quite a different opinion. A step forward would be for me as a relationship that pays off. Everything that happened up to that point can thus be no step backwards.
But it would be awful if I'd Such employ the most, this serves to clarify honest, I do not clear for some time. This resulted in my big 2009-plan. Currently dealing
me other things. So I was at the weekend in Hamburg, a value-lady I visited the then but not seen for some time. Another project was to convince me of the plan, it's good to Hamburg draw. I like the city, but in the last 6 months I've fallen very much in Bremen, much more into the district. Often enough I've now raving about it, but it gives me too sometimes everything like I imagine it to life. In short, I feel comfortable here and I need a good reason to leave here. The best reason is that Flo wants to Hamburg and a lot to me to live with him. Another reason could be that Hamburg may offer me even more than Bremen, I know only superficially. When I knew the area only superficially similar to the jump, I thought "I'm going to Hamburg. Living here but now is very different. That speaks well for it again to move to Hamburg, because I probably only get a real impression when I live there. On most things I can not even bother. I am certainly sure that I will meet in Hamburg many amazing, impressive people. What makes me so little against the line goes, is that it would mean there again have to build a new life, but Flo is. But what I mean by this is have arrived, and the contacts to have come to be on hold for most concerts every occasion someone know one can help. Let's see how I can make myself happy with. I guess I just dare, because time will I have enough at the beginning and I certainly do not hide me in the hill district, muahaha.
So much for my little one concern. Many of the other little worried but now I've told too many times, is not worth more soon. The unwanted, non-obstructive adjustable neglect of friends, etc.
build Currently, to have a theory in my mind is how incredibly together contain the same women and men are like and why this affects but different. A more concrete reason arose yesterday at the concert of "Stanfour" with us. There were as many women might expect, even at my age, which laid a very absurd Groupieverhalten the day. That it is still a quick trip to the concert, make up, straighten out the neckline, pocket and stowed securely so that the jacket must not be worn, is indeed quite normal. But it was funny how long then, in quite large numbers, waiting at the backstage that something happened. I wonder I point out all the time, "What could happen in their minds now?" and whether the 15 women not stupid if they occur next to each other in the series, waiting for nothing?
A sentence is hanging me today remained as a co-worker gave me that his daughter is on me, I told him then that I try but mostly to avoid that and put no value on female admirers. Then he said something that has given me to actually think. Something like this "It's usually no matter what you are, it's always just about the hopes and aspirations awaken you can. no matter if you did not reflect the complete opposite. " Can love be reduced to it. Love you only because my one on the way a person runs their own wishes in the match. Possible!
I now meaningful draw on my mood and my white walls bespraye will then see whether more people are on the punk cafe and call people to the fact that it is time to make the walls again I
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