Even if I grossly
Currently sitting in my new Sunday employment, I will do to me today in a two-week cycles. Seats in the restaurants of light and air bath, and give members of the coffee and beer and lend my ear for time being. Cashiers of the few scattered day visitors from the money for a day pass. Roughly me but a whole remains more time than I prefer, is effective for a Sunday, however, more than fitting. I came through the recreational income to the idea to let my mustard from the stack and write again without any prior idea about, let alone out in front of me to publish it later.
Each of now and then devotes the literature, white the importance of the description and presentation of the scenery is. I do but stupid. In short, I'm sitting on a stool at the bar on the right side, next to me and tap, thermos, the two hatches are before me wide open and the awning extends up to the first big and yellow tent before me several small fir trees, the view of two members loudly palavernde block. Otherwise, our newly built stage in the background, as expected, many trees and birds chirping. In general, everything is very green in order to consider it briefly.
Since I just now but a cigarette and turned them also infected have is my flow of writing once again messed up. In the considerations that I should write like I did at least on what I never (well maybe) want to write again. I want to report as no more of it that I now again for weeks and no night came to rest in part to strong versacke. Nor that it is the problem with it prefers that to begin the evening I often have my most philosophical phase of the day and often, have good ideas that I necessarily even in a beautiful text and immortalize process mainly because even wü rde. Rarely is the night but until then before 4h of the weekend to speak and even the most thoughtful and philosophical approach is passé. Why should I tell them, I would have as thoroughly thought about sexuality based on the psychology of men, or had to cite one evening and, based on the idea Nikolai a very funny text if I do not even know what exactly I wanted to write quote. So what should it, I will not mention it anymore. Even if I once again the eternal back and forth and this "I just do not know how we go from here" can not be rotating Genöhle I soon let alone at the wheel even mention that I hit every posthumously in the face I should be allowed to use the word "rollercoaster feeling" or a similar description.
But to be honest I do not think I will change this regard. This was a really incredible transition to a topic on which I really, at least a little something like write. Recently arrived from time to time people approached me, talked like this, that they have changed or want this. One says he had noticed that he had never changed the way in recent years, another told me they would fundamentally changed, and yet another wants to change yourself for her boyfriend. The latter last night to discuss only a long time. I am not sure what to make of such statements. Well for one because I was not surprised so far positive or negative in this case, but probably not because I believe that people can change basically. Rather, I believe that one can in his attitude or even his (life) working target. This has then made it even as others perceive you. But that has not yet returned to follow a change of character. Should this be possible, I would not rule out the so far, I see it, expressed quite dramatically, as self-betrayal. I think keep it simple, that real change is of itself only with great force and the simultaneous suppression to cope with their own behavior. This behavior is equivalent to the advice that has got a friend of her boyfriend and I was yesterday, as currently described their opinion. She said that in everything she does should always bear in mind how other people see their behavior. Be honest as what people would advise a different and separate from his girlfriend. Funny, I think it's simply because my beliefs so fundamentally with the fact that I suspect that people like each other because they accept themselves unconditionally and give themselves the way they are. Anyway, maybe I am wrong again.
strange all at once I do it so much that I just have to write sentences as choppy. Since I just explain again, this must match a grisly transition to another gross character which happened to me lately. Again and again I have the strong need me and my "action" towards others must explain. Things I say seem inappropriate things I do not seem appropriate, and my behavior towards others is misinterpreted quite a while. Maybe it's me otherwise never really noticed, but it never came to me like I would be constantly misunderstood. The worst thing is when I get something delivered sealed to my statements or opinions. If I say it is so or so and I do this or that only one aspect out, I will now be imposed once again different motivations. I understand it does not, why should I say one thing and do something else with my behavior reflect? Means, therefore, some do not believe my words and even worse, I think they know better and keep their views to me to be true and then I get to feel its effects. But who cares how it illustrates my subject already, I'm definitely happy and if I grossly verkacke then it's just the way I grade Live a good life, have to deal with many great people , inclusive of many intense conversations and discussions. Degree so I can give to reserving some to me. It sounds incredibly arrogant, is it well too, but I'm sorry, not those who want added on, who does not manage to talk to me the need I explain it. I would also like to ascribe to let the arrogant ass, why not?
I'm going to stop excessive hung bridges, live with it!
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